Alanis Morissette

REACHED BREAKTRU

After each period of time,
We reach a higher level,
In communication.

Many roads lead to Rome,
In addition, I can choose,
Every time,
Which way to go,
Based on the context.

Now that I understand you better,
There is no reason to get mad and upset anymore,
There is no reason to question your visions and sayings anymore.

You have been patient,
You didn’t force me,
But you are teaching me…
You are challenging me.

The only thanks that I can give you,
Besides saying it,
The only way to ‘pay’ you back,
Is to show you what I have become,
To accept and acknowledge you,
To journey back to the times,
Long before I realized,
That you always have been near me,
My invisible friend.

YOUNG AND OLD,
HAVE THE POWER,
TO EMBRACE,
THEIR LONELYNESS!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
Saturday April 21, 2012.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lobE-PEqRc&list=FLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&index=1&feature=plpp_video

SOUL RECOGNITION

Sometimes it is hard to spot you,
Sometimes it is hard to recognize you,
I am a man,
but we don’t share the same logic.

You ask me if I miss her,
I Reply…
Sometimes…

Now this was a nice conversation,
Thank you for starting it,
Thank you for asking.

Then I walk back to my desk,
I start to eat from my soup
and I realize…

That it was you,
inside her,
talking to me!!!

YOU ARE BEYOND RECOGNITION, BUT A CERTAIN REMARK CLARIFIED IT;

How do I enjoy these moments (long) after they have ended;
If only I would be more aware during!!!

Talking to you one on one,
Looking you in the eyes,
Understanding you for once,
I’ll hope this never ends.

And the best part:
You can hide everywhere and in every belly;
Man or woman,
Human or Animal,
Many faces,
Many looks,
So you are always near me!!!
(my hope is that you were the soul of that tree that I kissed!)

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
Tuesday april 17, 2012.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nN6VR92V70M&feature=BFa&list=FLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg

BEAUTIFUL

To me art is beautiful,
Beautiful is everything
And everything is (a)live!!!

The expression of drawings,
To draw a story in songs
And to sing the flavours of food!!!

Maurits Cornelis Escher was an artist,
Alanis Nadine Morissette is my favourite
Combined they are my drive!!!

The past made me weep,
The future will remain a riddle
The only uniform is that I can learn from them both!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
Tuesday april 10, 2012.

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A TRIBUTE TO MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER

My unknowing,
My desire,
My love,

To be more in balance,

Thought me,
That pretty…
Is feeling beautiful.

Wasted at home,
Not ready for the outside world to see yet.

Knowing that…
I am afraid for my own judgement,
I think I am not strong enough to face,
Placing myself in a cube,
That only will tell me half the truth,
Of what I am becoming…

The first time always is exciting,
Being aware of what is to come,
Trying not to slip too much information,
The pre-fun,
The change,
The trying…

The second time it’s more a habit,
Trying to do a better job than the first time,
Making some additional changes,
To be more in touch.

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
April 5, 2012.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbsnqHO6vY0&list=FLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&index=5&feature=plpp_video

AT THE BOTTOM

There is more to live,
there is more love to give,
there is more desire…
to satisfy
your brain!!!

It is not even uncommon to have a mental orgasm…
for a man!!!

I recommend doing the Eastern tantra.
Push it,
For maximum results and satisfaction.

They cannot take,
what you don’t have!!!
and communication is a thing…
by the nano second!!!

Happiness,
is everywhere you look

and pity,
for the ones that are on the other side!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit
Wednesday, march 14, 2012.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CuSkOBwQqQ

FORGIVENESS

I know I have an unconditional love for you:
you can scold at me;
you can tease me;
you can confuse me;
you can do anything to me…

and still I will forgive you!!!

I won’t go easy though;
I won’t surrender without being stubborn!!!

But in the end I just want to be near you.

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit
Friday March 3, 2012.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTjy_6Yr-SQ&feature=related

PRAYERS OFF GRATITUDE
(for my pm to your am, for my Linda to your Lou and from my Daniëlle-san to your Mrs. Miagi) by Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit on Friday, march 9, 2012.

The one that changed my mind again,
The one that can heavenly sing like a humming bird,
The one that is all beauty,
The one that has all kinds of rich,
The one that can make me say:”What are you doing to me?”
Dark Long and Curly Hair,
Looking like an Amazon.

She taught me that prayers off gratitude are the highest form off pray!!!
Now I Believe!!!
That what is
Cannot be explained,
Only be experienced personally!!!

What I am most thankful for is:
The understanding of:
movies;
sitcoms;
and songs.
On a deeper emotional level;
It is like your Angeles are singing to me,
My Belgian neighbor sang to us: “Music is transparent too”
Therefore I am able to build a pretty good profile of you in my mind.
I don’t know you from ‘Eve to Adam’ !!!
But thanks for sharing your deeper emotional thoughts with us and guide us though this difficult ‘growing process’

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UNDERSTANDING

Now I understand,
why I feel so:
OUT OF TIME;
AND PLACE!!!

Why we don’t share the same visions,
why you must think ’I AM OUT OF THIS WORLD!!!’

You’ve spread your infectious poison,
I am just another ’COPY CAT’

Than they are ’afraid’ of/for me:
my way of thinking;
my way of looking;
my possible actions;
MY (WAY OF) LIVE!!!

When are you gonna learn that I am a person with equal duties and RIGHTS!!!

If you may do it,
then why can’t I?

That is why I wanna come over to your side;

it’s just a choice,

between:

INTELLECTUAL FREEDOM

and

’DOING THE RESPONSIBLE THING!!!’

One thing is certain:

I will always keep dreaming about this, because this is ’MY DRIVE’;
and I will never close the door!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
Saturday, February 18, 2012.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eprT19Icbmc

I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SAY THIS

”In three months I may visit the doctor again!!!”
She is different than the other ones.
She is my favorite.
Just another three months…
and I can stare into her green eyes again.
It is weirdly attractive…
To see a doctor with a nose ring.
Her long black hair and intelligence,
make me wanna listen to her…
ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL!!!

For a doctor she can explain my ’discommode’ very clearly to me.

FOR HER I DON’T MIND TRAVELING ALL THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
Friday, febuari 17, 2012.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cwkej79U3ek&list=LLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&index=1&feature=plpp_video

ONE WAY STREET WITH TWO LANES!!!

You can read the full poem on my facebook,
I have granted you access to that part…

Curious?, then click this link: https://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=348766698477746

PS: You need a facebook account and be logged on to facebook to read it.

WELL DESERVED KISS SATISFACTORY

She is just another face;
the mask that hide your true identity.
One day I will find you
and we will spend our lives together.
Until then I will keep:
searching for you;
and dreaming on you.
My true love for you is the only thing that keeps me going in this crazy satirical world.
During my working hours I dream of:
coming home to you;
telling you my stories of the day;
cuddle each other till we both has reached body temperature;
and kiss you to sleep with a well meant satisfaction.

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
Monday, febuari 13-2012.

TELL ME SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW

You always answer…
My questions,
I already know the answer to.

THE ONES,
I doubt,
I look for a sure thing in you!!!

I don’t know if I can trust you…
The only thing I am sure about,

IS THAT YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=za9VRpNk7Pk&list=LLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&index=2&feature=plpp_video

IT DOESN’T MATTER

If your right or wrong,
If you are left or right,
If you are (wo)(man)!!!

What specie you’re born into,
If you know and understand God;

INTUITION or INSTINCT,
LOVE or DESIRE,
naughty AND nice

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-wJZ9lxIyk&feature=autoplay&list=LLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&lf=plpp_video&playnext=4

HOW CAN I FOOL YOU?

I can say one thing
and think in the other way,

I can say the right thing
and go in the other direction.

If I agree with you,
YOU DON’T NOTICE ME!!!
If I shunt you,
YOU WILL SEE ME FROM ACROSS THE ROOM!!!

You won’t do the things I ask you to do.
You won’t do the things…I say…I don’t want.

THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS BELIEVE IT MYSELF!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGdzgcDllYE&list=LLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&index=4&feature=plpp_video

TRAPPED IN YOUR THOUGHTS

Every animated live has the ability to think,
So they can survive and raise their young,
Humans can choose for the responsibility,
It is not easy to think,
But you don’t have to get lost in your own fantasy.

EVERYTHING HAS A BEGINNING AND AN END,
IT HAS BEEN SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME
AND IT WILL BE THE NEVER ENDING STORY!!!

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaPD5fppfpE

INVISIBLE

Unknowingly, I’ve been invisible half my life,
Now the women behind me make me visible to the naked eye,
Sometimes I want to use my magic,
To go back to the past,
And be invisible again.

There is no turning back,
The past will always remain the past,
As well as the future isn’t written,

SO MAKE IT A GOOD ONE!!!

With love,

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LIpNxRPiO8&feature=related

IF ONLY

You sing the truth to me;
Your hugs are for real;
I could be in your presence;
I could intoxicate you:
with the things I say,
with the tings I do,
and with all that I am.
make you interested in me
AND MOST IMPORTANT
keep your hart warm for me!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQMeo1tiRz0&feature=BFa&list=LLfMFdzQbTT9-R2Fd1XudKpg&lf=plpp_play_all

LADIES OF THE CANYON

As I flew with ’The Flying Dutchman’ across the Atlantic,
from east to west,
out of my father,
into my mother,
I listened to her song,
above the clouds,
and dreamed of meeting her,
the one I listened to the song for in the first place,
I knew that she likes to listen too,
I don’t know if this is her favorite,
I am not even sure,
if it was her,
driving me,
searching my cabinet for a good album,
taking interest in my taste,
being interested in me,
I always wanted to make an effort in being interested in that what she likes, but that’s me!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7RrrlakZu4

IT IS HARD TO LET YOUR CHILDREN GO

To see them grow,
To teach them the value in live,
To see them play,
To remember what it was like to lay on your fathers chest
And listen to his comfortable breathing,
His monotone voice that was muffled by his chest,

Then the ride home,
When I fell asleep half way,
He carried me silently from the car to my bed,
So that I would wake up the next morning and see,
The sunlight shining though my curtains.

Was last night a dream?
Or do I long too my own youth?

To be a four year old;
No stress,
No pain,
No plans,
Just dreams,

When I wake up now;
I don’t envy them,
I just wanna watch them,
Smile with them,
Hope with them,

THAT THEY WILL HAVE THE SAME OPPORTUNITIES TO LIVE ’HAPPY’ IN A LIVING WORLD!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDtH_Xlcm4k

THE CHOICE

We all have a free choice in live,
We can keep dreaming about it,
Or we can make it our reality.

I made my choice,
And this decision will ’haunt’ me to my grave.

Over time it will be more easy to stand up to my angels and demons;
I won’t chase my hopes and dreams anymore;
I am not searching for happiness anymore,
But I’ll be looking for satisfaction.
That is the most realistic picture for me!!!

Now I have laid the foundation of ’secure’ to build on.
One day I hope I can take care of ’my children’;
Flowers and plants illuminate my heaven,
Animals I love and cherish,
Cat(’s) hum in my lap
And me and my girlfriend will talk about our day during doing the dishes.

We ’explore’ and ’adventure’ our world together,
We take a walk though the park and play with our dogs,
We laugh and talk,
We watch TV together,
We shower together,

And at the end of an exhaustive but fulfilling day,
WE FALL ASLEEP IN EACH OTHERS ARMS AND FLY INTO OUR HOPES AND DREAMS TOGETHER!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_vEJpgRhZQ