CENSORSHIP
(by Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit on Wednesday, July 11, 2012.)

I don’t know why;

Do I want the world,

To see only one side of me?

Am I disgusted,

With my manly desires?

Am I a role model?

Do I want to be?

Again with the questions…

THAT IS HOW I KNOW,
I AM (still) ALIVE!!!

THE THREAD OF CONTINUITY
(by Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit on Wednesday, July 11, 2012.)

This is the thread,
That has been woven,
Throughout live,
Into our awareness!

The amplitude,
Of Balance,
Invisible to the naked eye,
But can feel like ULTRA-RED LIGHT!

It will show you the way,
Every time!
It will lose your…[Read more]

AWARE OF YOUR LIMITS
(By Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
On Wednesday June 27, 2012.)

To society,
I am not appreciated,
For the full one hundred percent!
To them I have a disability,
I don’t HAVE HSP,
But I AM a HSP.
It is not a disease,
And it is not contagious!

According to the English spell-check,
My name should be,
WORDSMITH ANM
In Dutch,
The…[Read more]

LISTENEN TO BOTH SIDES

At First,
It is hard to make up your mind,
Your confusion,
Cannot choose,
Doesn’t know what side to pick.

Will you use your intuition?
Or do you have to,
Base your actions,
On instinct?

Only to experience the other side,
Gives you the understanding,
The tolerance,
And the respect,
For the opposite sex!!!

By Peter-Mathieu…[Read more]

Excited anticipation

I cannot wait,
To be re-united with you.
To add my energy,
To your collective,
And just be,
To understand,
To experience,
Beyond recognition,
But still knowing,
That what we are,
Is love,
Vibrating,
In the right direction
Towards eternity!!!

By Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
On Friday, June 22, 2012.

Excited anticipation

I cannot wait,
To be re-united with you.
To add my energy,
To your collective,
And just be,
To understand,
To experience,
Beyond recognition,
But still knowing,
That what we are,
Is love,
Vibrating,
In the right direction
Towards eternity!!!

By Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit,
On Friday, June 22, 2012.

COLLECTIVE MEMORY
(by Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit on Saturday June 16, 2012.)

We share knowledge,
in a world,
in which you’ll have to pay,
to be educated.

We share love,
in a world,
we are strangers,
to the majority,

BUT AT LEAST THE SOUL KNOWS,
WHAT THE HART WANTS!!!

Dedicated to Ever Imre Morissette-Treadway

CONFLICTED UNDERSTANDING
(by Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit on Saturday June 16, 2012)

To watch the universe though a telescope
Or
To search for the answers inside yourself.

IS A DIFFERENT APPROACH OF THE SAME!!!

Sometimes you’ll have to enlarge it,
To see the smaller picture.
Sometime you’ll have to explore your feelings,
To order your thoughts.

Once…[Read more]

REACHED BREAKTRU

After each period of time,
We reach a higher level,
In communication.

Many roads lead to Rome,
In addition, I can choose,
Every time,
Which way to go,
Based on the context.

Now that I understand you better,
There is no reason to get mad and upset anymore,
There is no reason to question your visions and sayings anymore.

You…[Read more]

SOUL RECOGNITION

Sometimes it is hard to spot you,
Sometimes it is hard to recognize you,
I am a man,
but we don’t share the same logic.

You ask me if I miss her,
I Reply…
Sometimes…

Now this was a nice conversation,
Thank you for starting it,
Thank you for asking.

Then I walk back to my desk,
I start to eat from my soup
and I…[Read more]

BEAUTIFUL

To me art is beautiful,
Beautiful is everything
And everything is (a)live!!!

The expression of drawings,
To draw a story in songs
And to sing the flavours of food!!!

Maurits Cornelis Escher was an artist,
Alanis Nadine Morissette is my favourite
Combined they are my drive!!!

The past made me weep,
The future will remain a riddle
The…[Read more]

BEAUTIFUL

To me art is beautiful,
Beautiful is everything
And everything is (a)live!!!

The expression of drawings,
To draw a story in songs
And to sing the flavours of food!!!

Maurits Cornelis Escher was an artist,
Alanis Nadine Morissette is my favourite
Combined they are my drive!!!

The past made me weep,
The future will remain a riddle
The…[Read more]

A TRIBUTE TO MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER

My unknowing,
My desire,
My love,

To be more in balance,

Thought me,
That pretty…
Is feeling beautiful.

Wasted at home,
Not ready for the outside world to see yet.

Knowing that…
I am afraid for my own judgement,
I think I am not strong enough to face,
Placing myself in a cube,
That only will tell me half the…[Read more]

AT THE BOTTOM

There is more to live,
there is more love to give,
there is more desire…
to satisfy
your brain!!!

It is not even uncommon to have a mental orgasm…
for a man!!!

I recommend doing the Eastern tantra.
Push it,
For maximum results and satisfaction.

They cannot take,
what you don’t have!!!
and communication is a thing…
by the…[Read more]

FORGIVENESS

I know I have an unconditional love for you:
you can scold at me;
you can tease me;
you can confuse me;
you can do anything to me…

and still I will forgive you!!!

I won’t go easy though;
I won’t surrender without being stubborn!!!

But in the end I just want to be near you.

Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit
Friday March 3,…[Read more]

PRAYERS OFF GRATITUDE
(for my pm to your am, for my Linda to your Lou and from my Daniëlle-san to your Mrs. Miagi) by Peter-Mathieu Kortsmit on Friday, march 9, 2012.

The one that changed my mind again,
The one that can heavenly sing like a humming bird,
The one that is all beauty,
The one that has all kinds of rich,
The one that can make me…[Read more]

UNDERSTANDING

Now I understand,
why I feel so:
OUT OF TIME;
AND PLACE!!!

Why we don’t share the same visions,
why you must think ‘I AM OUT OF THIS WORLD!!!’

You’ve spread your infectious poison,
I am just another ‘COPY CAT’

Than they are ‘afraid’ of/for me:
my way of thinking;
my way of looking;
my possible actions;
…[Read more]

I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SAY THIS

”In three months I may visit the doctor again!!!”
She is different than the other ones.
She is my favorite.
Just another three months…
and I can stare into her green eyes again.
It is weirdly attractive…
To see a doctor with a nose ring.
Her long black hair and intelligence,
make me wanna listen to her…
ON A…[Read more]