I AM NOT THE SAME AS YOU
I can not reduce your level,
I won’t change in what you want me to be,
To earn that ’precious’ place in your group,
I am not gonna fight,
And ’snake’ myself to hold my place,
I am rather true to myself,
even if that means that I haven’t got any Friends,
I will will walk alone,
Not in a schoolyard,
But in our ’reality’
I just refuse to accept that what you see is what you get.
I am looking for Balance in my live.
I know that my mom and her boyfriend are right when it comes to making and keeping friends,
But why should I treat everyone as a friend.
The ’child’ in me is still strong,
I don’t wanna kill it,
I wanna play with him,
but in an mature way,
And only in a way I won’t bother others with it.
I have looked this over and over…
but I cannot do
what I want the most
Because my mind keeps changing on me.
I just need the rest
and keep following one path.
Why am I that easily bored with that?
I know I won’t amount to anything this way,
This way I am:
Just picking up the rampage I left when I was angry and fed up;
Harvest the shots I fired and will return as a boomerang

This song describes my feelings at the moment and that is not me playing the guitar!